Feelin down...but not for long!

Hey gangstas and ladies! Wut the deal up in here?! I haven't written in so GD long! Yeah, I was supposed to write again as soon as I got home from the netcafe, but I didn't manage to get my brother out of here. And after that, I just haven't been feelin like writing...but the bug got me again and so here I am!
Today I woke up feelin a lil' bit down. Not only thinkin about what I think about all the time, but also my mom had to go to the hospital for her 1st radiotherapy session (she had a tumour in her left breast that it was removed on June 1st, but she's great now, thank God!) and I couldn't go with her. Supposedly I had to go to work, but since the person who was supposed to care of my grandma didn't show up, I had to stay home. I was soooo bored.


I usually go shoot some hoops to do sumtin, but I couldn't get out of the house. So I chose the next best thing: listenin to music and dancin! Yeah, I know, I'm crazy. I just turn the music loud in the living room and try to come up wit some new moves or try to do some moves I saw somewhere. That really lifted me up. And it was a good workout too, I didn't have to sit all day in the couch gettin fat! hehe
I thought I'd share with you some of the songs that have the effect of makin me get up and dance, so here's a small list:

• DMX - "Where da hood at?", "Do you" - The big Dawg can always get u hyped!
• Crooklyn Clan, Fatman Scoop, Faith Evans - "Be Faithful" - The best club jam ever!
• Fatman Scoop, Missy Elliot and Ciara - "Lose Control" - Tight jam to dance your ass off!
• Nelly - "Shake ya tailfeather","Country Grammar", "Errtime" - One of the best rappers around! My boy from the MO just kills it wit his latest!
• Fat Joe - "Lean Back", "Get it Poppin" - Terror Squad in da house!
• 50 Cent - "Candy Shop", "In da Club", "Disco Inferno", "Just a lil bit" - Not that I like him that much, but the beats got it all! Dre is a genius!
• Sean Paul - "Gimme the Light", "Get Busy"- The real king of dance hall! Sean Paul is tha man!
• Janet Jackson - "Don't Stop" - Hot track to dance!
• Usher - "Yeah", "Caught up", "U don't have to call" - The only cat who can challenge me to a dance off! hehe
• Ludacris - "Saturday", "Stand up", "Get Back", "#1 spot"...Any songs from my favorite rapper get me hyped!
• Shakira - "La tortura" - It's a great song! Gotta listen to a lil bit of everything!
• Fatman Scoop, Timbaland & Magoo - "Drop" - If Timi gets together with Fatman, u got hot beat wit voice to lift u up. That's wut this is! The 2nd hottest club jam ever!
• Will Smith - "Switch" - My home boy Will knows wut to do! He been doin it for longer than many on this list!
• Awilo Longomba - "Cache Cache", "Coupe Bibamba" - Soukouss is some hot african music! Try listenin to it!
• Ma$e - "Breathe, Stretch, Shake" - He got back in style!
• Joe Budden - "Pump it up" - Ever since I 1st heard it in the theatre when I was watching 2 Fast 2 Furious, I can't get enough of it!
• Deepest Blue - "Give it away" - Dance music is shweet too... =)
• Jay Z - "Dirt off your shoulder", "La La La" - Jigga man...enough said!
• Ice Cube - "You can do it" - Makes u put your back into it! =p
• Lloyd Banks - "On fire" - youngest member of G-Unit is also the one wit the best flow

Well, that's enough for now. Listenin and dancin to these makes me feel much better!

Hehehe, aight y'all, I'll holla later! I promise to keep writing everyday! PEACE!!

Guess what?! Beach ball!! hehehe

Hey my peeps! Haven't written in a long time! I know, just haven't really been in much of a mood. Sorry.... At first this was really addicting cuz I love to write, but now it ain't as much anymore....don't know why, but I'll keep on posting news and wutever goes on in my "mofo" life! =p
Anyways, here I am, not at home, but at a net cafe close to my house. My internet was actin' a fool, so I had to leave. It's cool though, at least here the computers are way faster than mine....although that ain't too hard...heheh.
Aight, so wut's been goin on wit me?...not that much actually. Yesterday I went to play beach ball wit some of my friends. The fantastic 5 was once again reunited!! YEAH!! Hadn't seen them in so long, but it felt awesome to be wit them again.
k, money running out on here, so i'll be back in a bit!!

Beach basketball once again!! But then why do I feel down?...

Hey my people! How's it hangin'?
Not too well here...
I mean, I went to play basketball by the beach again with some friends I hadn't seen in a long time. I missed them a lot!! We hung out and played from like 10h30 p.m till like 1 a.m. It was awesome! Even though 2 of them hadn't played in a while, they still got skills...It was proved once again that who knows never forgets. It was some quality time spent wit them. I needed that! Thanks fellas! You're the best!!
But then I started missing someone...the person I've been missing everyday since she ran out of my life...WTF is wrong wit me?! It's been almost 4 months now and the simple fact of talkin to her gets me thinkin about it all over again! Ain't nuttin that I can do to get back with her, so why do stay like this? She says it's cuz I don't understand why we broke up. We broke up cuz stuff had been pilling up, I mean, I treat all my friends nicely and I didn some stuff I shouldn't have done. No cheatin though! Never! I just flirt a lil bit, that's me. Tried to change it, but it was too late. Now I'm like this and she's gettin over it. Any advice? Could use some... I love her, so I'll wait as long as it takes. I just know that she doesn't love me anymore and she'll start forgettin me soon! I dunno wut to do...I guess I should just forget about it...but a part of me tells me to keep on fightin for my love. And that's what I'll do! Sorry Pips, u'll have to put up wit me for a lil longer! =) not stalkin u or anything, but I just know we're meant to be! I know it!
Aight y'all, luv y'all much, holla back if u can, I'm out. PEACE!