Beach basketball once again!! But then why do I feel down?...

Hey my people! How's it hangin'?
Not too well here...
I mean, I went to play basketball by the beach again with some friends I hadn't seen in a long time. I missed them a lot!! We hung out and played from like 10h30 p.m till like 1 a.m. It was awesome! Even though 2 of them hadn't played in a while, they still got skills...It was proved once again that who knows never forgets. It was some quality time spent wit them. I needed that! Thanks fellas! You're the best!!
But then I started missing someone...the person I've been missing everyday since she ran out of my life...WTF is wrong wit me?! It's been almost 4 months now and the simple fact of talkin to her gets me thinkin about it all over again! Ain't nuttin that I can do to get back with her, so why do stay like this? She says it's cuz I don't understand why we broke up. We broke up cuz stuff had been pilling up, I mean, I treat all my friends nicely and I didn some stuff I shouldn't have done. No cheatin though! Never! I just flirt a lil bit, that's me. Tried to change it, but it was too late. Now I'm like this and she's gettin over it. Any advice? Could use some... I love her, so I'll wait as long as it takes. I just know that she doesn't love me anymore and she'll start forgettin me soon! I dunno wut to do...I guess I should just forget about it...but a part of me tells me to keep on fightin for my love. And that's what I'll do! Sorry Pips, u'll have to put up wit me for a lil longer! =) not stalkin u or anything, but I just know we're meant to be! I know it!
Aight y'all, luv y'all much, holla back if u can, I'm out. PEACE!