Love....true Love...is it out there?

Hey again! It's been 2 minutes since my 1st post and I already wanna write again! Whoa... adicting.... By the way, I'm portuguese, but I'm writing in english just so anyone can read it. Someday portuguese will be an international language, but not quite yet...heheh.
So, u ask why the title of the post? Cuz that's exactly wut I'm here to talk about!
Do u believe in love at first sight? Do u think there's only one true love in one's life?... Well, I don't believe in love at first sight, it's just too easy and we all know life ain't easy. But about the one true love...I start wondering about that... You see, we all have crushes during our lifetime, big ones, small ones, phyisical ones, all that, but how do we know when it's just a crush or actually love? U just know! When being wit that person becomes so easy that u don't even have to talk to know wut's on their mind, when the fact that being away from him/her makes u feel like everything else doesn't matter, when being wit that person makes ur life brighter and just thinkin of her makes u smile instantly, that's how u know ur in love. But there can't be only one true love, only one person really meant for u in ur life, can it? I mean, if a guy lives in South Africa and the girl meant for him lives in China, them 2 are just S.O.L.! (Shit Outta Luck, in case ur wondering... =p) But life ain't that shitty. Love is out there, where u less expect it. U just gotta open urself to it, don't shut down anyone from ur life just because at first u don't feel good vibes from them. Like I said, just take a deeper look. There's always a meaning to life, and everyone who comes into your life comes into it for a reason. So no doubt that one true love will come into ur life, just open ur heart and let it tell u who it is. Once u find it, it'll all be better. Trust me, it happened to me.
I was a late bloomer, I had my 1st girlfriend when I was 19. I also realized she was my real love a lil' late. I mean, I'm a friendly guy to everyone and I also used to flirt a lot. That wasn't makin her feel comfortable. I changed, but it was a lil' bit too late. She left me. I haven't been the same ever since. It's been 3 months, 1 week and 2 days and counting and I still love her with all my heart. Ok, if it was just a crush, I would have gotten over it already. But I haven't. So that can only mean she was the one for me. I had the girl I ever dreamt of wit me, the most beautiful, caring girl ever. I was loved and I loved back. But somehow I blew it. Maybe I wasn't the one for her, maybe, but you learn also from mistakes. I haven't made anything that couldn't be forgiven. But I guess I can understand her, she doesn't wanna take a chance wit someone like me again. Love is pain, and I'm hurting. She's doing much better without me though, at least that's what she says and acts like. I'll be happy if she finds someone who makes her happier than I did. That's all I want, to see her smiling and to know that she's happy. I still hope someday she'll come back to me though. I'll never give up on her, but I won't insist anymore for her to take me back. It's a decision she has made, so it's up to her too to know if she will take me back or not. I know I made her happy, I know I showed her love. I know that one more chance would be all I needed to make her one of the happiest girls on the world. She's not willing to give me that chance. I'll live, and love her for the rest of my life. I'll always be here for her. To you my love, if u ever get to read this, I wish you the best! I miss you so much it's crazy! I miss you every minute of every day! But I hope you're much better now! You already know, Come what may, I will love you until my dying day! Thank you for everything! =)
So you see, love can do anything. In a relationship there's gotta be trust, innovation, happiness. Those are the things love is made out of. If u have that, everything else will come along easily. Trust me. "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return." I know, it may sound rubbish, but it's true. I found that out, and if u haven't, u'll find it out too. Trust ur loved one. If you start thinkin something's wrong, don't think. See wit ur heart. It'll tell u the right thing to do. Sweep ur loved one off his/her feet. Everyday is a new opportunity to win them over again. Simple things are all it takes. Share the fun moments in ur life. When you're together you both will remember them and smile and laugh about them. And when you say "I love you", mean it with all your heart. It's not a word to be used just for the sake of it. Don't say it just to get laid, just because it sounds good. Really mean it. Look into their eyes when saying it. After all this, if it happens to u the same as it did to me, don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened. I know I cried a lot, but I find myself lucky to have found love. I am grateful for it. It hurts like a bitch when the one u love doesn't love u in return, but if u already shared moments together, remember them. It'll make u feel better to know how sweet it was to be loved. Time can heal anything, so when u least expect it, you'll be over that one love and be ready for another one. If time doesn't help u out... well, i don't have the answer to that. Time hasn't helped me out, it just made me realize that I'm still deeply in love. Hope is the last to die. I feel like she's the one. I'll live my life, I'll keep on livin it up, open to wutever happens, but I don't think I'll be able to fall in love. I mean, how can u fall in love wit someone if ur still in love wit someone else? U can't, or that's not love. At least not a true one. I just hope this can help someone or at least make someone think deeply about this. Thanks for reading this. I'll keep on writing because I definitely got a lot to get out of my chest. Take care and live it up! PEACE!