Goodbye

Today is an important date... or at least it used to be
It may be just another day to everyone, but I don't think it'll ever be that for me
It's gonna be even more different, for the 1st time in 3 years
So different that it's still hard to believe my eyes and ears
Cuz on this day, 3 years ago, something amazing and uncontrolable had its start
It was the 1st time I felt something touching me deep in my heart
Ever since then, life gained a whole other meaning
I couldn't feel like that, not even if I was dreaming
Real life had actually become better than dreams
I'm fo' real, even as crazy as this seems
But everything has to come to an end, or so they say
So I guess this also had to have its final day
My bad, my mistake, I brought it on myself, I'm the one to blame
But was I that wrong or not so right? I don't know, that's why I'm being so lame
It's been a while now, I should be all over that
But even after so long, I can't really say I am, that's a fact
Things will just never be the same again
But I gotta look at this as a new beggining, not as an end
People keep talkin, I keep linstenin, the world keeps goin 'round
I didn't stop either, but sometimes I do to hear my heart and its beating sound
It calls out something, someone, some song, some moment that it has to reminisce
Some voice, some sound, some touch, some look, some feeling that I'll forever miss
It's not worth lookin back, but it's not like it hurts more than it already did
Life's like that, good memories stay, bad ones are the ones of which you should get rid
I may not be fully recovered, but I'm not quitting, not now, nor as I grow older
I may change a bit, but of that matter, I've brushed all that dirt off my shoulder
Ain't nobody or nothing taking me down
Even in some sad days, I'll make you laugh more than a clown
Days will keep on shining, the world will still have its grace
Even if it's not much, I just go at everything in life with a big smile =) on my face
People do change, it's just a matter of wanting to
I'm still gonna be J.C., Jorge, or Jay, I'll only change a thing or two
All that I'm sure of is that feeling forever here will stay
Come what may, it'll be like that till my dying day...
Through, done, over... and with one last tear rolling down my eye...
All I have to say and do is face the truth, the world and to this... just say goodbye...

PEACE EVERYONE! =)