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Hey everyone!
Wow... I can't believe how long it's been since the last time I wrote on here! Crazy! But then again, that's me =) I'm doing good, basketball is better now, we switched coaches and this one appreciates more the hard work I put on the floor. My mom got done with all her treatments and she can now have a normal life! The exams she had to make showed that the chemotherapy and raditherapy really worked, so I'm really happy. School is aight, still thinkin if I should get that rythm and dance certificate to be a dance teacher... but I already know how to dance... I can't really teach though and it'd be sweet if I was able to teach people... we'll see about that...
I was gonna stop writing on here actually, cuz the last post was too deep and it's sumtin that I had to get off my chest. But I found out that I can't say goodbye. I just can't. I don't know why. God, I wish I knew! I wish I could just be like all them people I know. But I can't. It's just different with me...
You know when you say "I'll never forget u" or "I'll always love you"? Is it really like that? Can that actually happen? With all the divorces and all the breaking up couples around the world, of those who actually say that, how many actually keep their word about it? To me, someone's word means a lot. Like back in the neandertal ages or when people didn't know how to write or so, how would they make deals or whatever? They'd talk and take the other person's word for it. So has that become so obsolete that we can say wutever without meaning it? Maybe...
But I belive in what I say. Now u could ask "well, if u said goodbye, how come you're writing on here again?" That'd be a good point, but I only said goodbye to one thing. Not to writing, not to loving, not to ballin... It was just time for me to grow, say goodbye to the old J.C.
I still believe hope is the last to die, that why I still stand here alone. For now... Cuz the world goes 'round too many times and unless you're completely and utterly positive in both heart and mind of something, you shouldn't say forever or never. But that's just a thought of J.C. for the day. I'll write again... hopefully ;)
Peace and Love y'all