Training and thoughts...

Hey gang! What's the crack in the hood nowadays?! ;p

Remember that wourkout plan I started? Well, decided to add a little twitch to it. So far, it's been killing me doing this, my muscles are sore as hell, some times I can't even finish the reps I set out to do. However, I am only in week 2, my body needs to adapt to all this. And boy, is it doing so! I can see and feel some of the results already! :D makes me feel great I can have this motivation and mindset, really needed this so I wouldn't be thinking about stupid stuff again...I know, I know, it's just hard to help that. I think things through a bit too much and get caught up like that loads of times...usually only basketball helps me out, but since right now I can only play on the weekends, this insane workout is doing the trick! We'll see what happens in the next few weeks! Wish I could post the videos of the workouts I'm doing... =( I will be posting pictures after the first 30 days of the workout tho! Hopefully I will look way more developed than this ;p Aight y'all, take it easy, work hard and try not to overthink. Most times it only leads to something you don't even wanna think about in the first place... PEACE!

I guess there's no point saying this now
It feels like it's done and you''ll be gone, this doesnt count
But now you're about to go away

I realize every day
We made a mistake

You're the best thing I've ever found

Now that I want you, you're moving on
I tried to call you but nobody's home
I didn't notice how I felt till you went away
I guess I'm always a day too late

I'm not done though,you're waiting this long
There's no explanation, but I can't stop you if you wanna go
But we felt right all along
I miss you bad when you're gone
I finally opened my eyes and now I'm standing alone

You seem to run from me, like you can't to be bothered,

Believe that I finally see

We great for one another
Now honestly I get

The reason why you may have left
But damn I hope I can have you back ...

Cause I hate even the mornings

Cause I know what they bring
It means even if we're together when I dream, you're leaving
I know it sounds so selfish
I just can't help but think
That if you knew how much I needed you, you'd stay

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way I feel about you every time
It's like I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you was around me everyday,everynight
And you don't...Its way too much

I hate love

I hate phone calls
In the middle of the day
Cause you don't wanna talk

And just reminds me that my baby girl is so far away
It drives me crazy
Cause I need you with me
I know it may be hard for you to understand what I say

I just don't wanna feel this alone, but can't help it
Every time I think of you walking out I start missing you
Wish I didn't need you this much, can't help it
But I love you and how it feels when we touch

I hate love...