Played! But why still down?...

Holla holla everyone! It's yo boy J to da C, in tha place to be! Wuzzup wit y'all?
Well, guess wut...same ol' sh** here... =p it's all good though, I'm a survivor! WHAT!? heheh
Ok, so yesterday I had a game at Aveiro. 6th game of the season, coming from a win, which is always motivating. The practice before I had played a lot cuz we tried this "box" defense cuz one of the players in the team we were gonna play usually scores a lot. So far so good... maybe I'll get a chance now, since I'm a pretty good defensive player.
Not really... we pretty much got our ass kicked by the other team. The player who was supposed to be guarded had 28 points... I don't know wut was up wit us! We were down by 20 at the end of the 3rd quarter when the coach told me to warm up a lil bit. That was sumtin I actually didn't expect... I wasn't really motivated, but I do wut I always do, get down to business. Went in, stayed the whole 4th quarter, the other dude had only 4 points while I was guardin him, I had 6 points, 2 turnovers, 2 steals, 2 rebounds and 3 assists... Ok, I'm just braggin now, stats don't usually matter for me, but when I think about wut people told me after that... it got me thinkin "Why am I still here? It's not like this is the only place I can play at..." The answer to that? I'm not a quitter, I'm not one to give up. EVER! Not in basketball, nor in love, nor in life! I've been thru this, and I like to prove people wrong. That's what I wanna do, prove my coach how wrong he is. I took the 1st step on yesterday's game... let's see how it goes this weekend... I'll keep u guys posted! PEACE!