I NEED TO PLAY!!! AAAAAHHH!!!

Hey my people! Wut the deal up in herre!? =p tryin to sound like Nelly therre...although it doesn't quite work when typin...oh well...
Anyways, here I am, once again, to let u know wut's up with this man! Yeah, u didn't know I could rhyme like that, did ya?! I make poems and rhymes pretty easily actually, I just never posted one here...I wonder why...I gotta start doin that, can't keep talent inside a cage forever!
Now, talkin about talent, I don't wanna blow my own horn, but I know what I'm worth in some stuff. I know I suck at politics and other issues like that, but I'm good at massage and relaxing techniques, as well as sports issues and nutrition. And I also know I'm a pretty good ball player. I wouldn't be on a semi-pro team if I wasn't, right? But then why does the coach insist on benchin me?! I mean, sure, I'm one of the younger guys on the team, but that takes my self confidence values to a low level... I'm not one to get down easily, but it's been like this since the biggining of the season. I believe hard work can do anything and will take u anywhere, but it's gettin harder to believe this as days go by. I know I'm one of the guys who works the hardest on the team, runnin, playin D, reboundin, all that. But it's not makin anything for me... I guess I gotta start shootin some more, and being more of a ball hog like many of them... It's not like I lose anything with it, right? But that's just not me... I don't know, I just feel kinda down cuz the coach supports many of my team mates in a different way. If I make a mistake, he just doesn't say a thing, but if someone else makes a mistake, he'll go up and say sumtin to him. Yeah, it may sound weird, but he could do the same to me. I mean, that will actually show that he pays some attention to wut I do. It's all good though, pouting during practice won't take me anywhere either, I'll just have to keep on tryin prove him wrong. Life can't be easy, but it can be taken my way! In practice tomorrow I'll show e'rybody the real Jumpkid and wut I'm really about! That business! I'll holla later y'all! PEACE!!